and the emotions continue..

I'm not sure why but I'm overly emotional, I've started crying this morning for no reason at all. Donny told me he lost weight too and I totally over reacted saying he was competing with me. I had to attend a birthday party and I wasn't in a visiting mood. I'm very tired and a headache. I skipped the gym today and then took a nap when I got home from the birthday. I want to cheat and eat something even more. I took some motrin event though I'm not suppose to for two reasons. 1 I have a ulcer and 2 its coated with sugar and a no no on drops. Its possible it could stall me and also aggravate my ulcer but frankly I decided it was worth the risks cause my head hurts that bad. I haven't been on the computer much for this very reason but I logged on just for any of you that might actually be reading. I made a promise and I keep it. I just hope I stay strong and keep up with this diet too. Its really hard esp when I don't feel good and so exhausted. Making food takes time and different food for my girls and for Donny. UGh fortunately I'm doing well, I'm just struggling. tomorrow is a new day!